So, I had this thing going on in my head, right? You know, wondering about this guy and whether he’s really into me or not. I kept seeing these “does he love me” tarot spreads online, and I thought, “Why not give it a shot?” I mean, what’s the worst that could happen?
First off, I grabbed my old tarot deck. It’s nothing fancy, just a basic deck I picked up a while back. I made sure I was in a quiet place, you know, where I could really focus. I took a few deep breaths, tried to clear my mind, and shuffled the cards while thinking about him and our situation. I mean, you gotta set the mood, right?
I decided to go with a simple four-card spread. I laid the first card to represent him and his current feelings. The second card was supposed to show me what’s going on behind the scenes, you know, the hidden stuff. The third card was about what he wanted in the relationship, and the last card was for any advice or insights the universe wanted to throw my way. I’m not a pro at this, so I just tried to keep it simple and focus on the questions.
The first reading
When I flipped the cards, I got The Lovers for him, which, you know, seems pretty obvious—love, partnership, all that jazz. But then the second card was The Empress, which made me think maybe there’s more to this than just a fling. The third card, representing his desires, was The Sun, which is all about positivity and success. The final card, the advice card, was a bit tricky, but I figured it was telling me to trust my gut and not overthink things.
I sat there for a while, just staring at the cards and thinking. It wasn’t like a light bulb went off, but it did give me some things to chew on. I felt a little bit more in tune with the situation, like I had a better handle on what might be going on. It wasn’t a magical answer, but it did calm my nerves a bit. I decided to give it a second try
The second reading
- Card 1: His Feelings:
- Flipped the card, and it was… The Emperor.
- Okay, this guy’s feeling dominant? In control? Maybe a bit stubborn?
- Felt a little put off, not gonna lie. Like, is he trying to control the situation or something?
- Card 2: Hidden Influences:
- Turned over the next one, and bam, The Moon.
- My immediate thought? Deception. Illusion. Something’s not quite right here.
- Started feeling a bit uneasy. Like, is there something he’s not telling me?
- Card 3: His Desires:
- Okay, deep breath. Flipped the third card… The Star.
- Hope? Inspiration? Maybe he actually wants something good out of this?
- Felt a little flicker of, well, hope. Maybe things aren’t as bad as The Moon suggested.
- Card 4: Advice/Outcome:
- Last card… and it’s The Tower.
- Sudden change. Upheaval. Things are about to get shaken up.
- My stomach dropped. This doesn’t sound good. Like, at all.
I sat there, just staring at the cards. It didn’t really give me the warm fuzzies, you know? But I realized something. Tarot isn’t about predicting the future with 100% accuracy. It’s more about giving you a different perspective, showing you things you might be overlooking. And that’s exactly what it did. The second reading made me face some of my own insecurities and fears. It made me think about what I really want and whether I’m willing to deal with potential drama. I didn’t get a clear “yes” or “no” about his love, but I got something even more valuable: a chance to reflect and figure out my own feelings.
So, yeah, that’s my tarot story. It wasn’t a fairytale ending, but it was real. And sometimes, that’s exactly what you need.
