Okay, so, the other day I was kinda going crazy wondering, “Does he really love me?” You know how it is, right? So, I thought, why not try a tarot reading? I mean, I’ve dabbled in it before, it’s kinda fun, and maybe it could give me some insight. It might be a little bit silly, but I still want to try it.
I grabbed my tarot deck, the one with the pretty pictures, and found a quiet spot in my apartment. I lit a candle, because, why not? It makes it feel more, I don’t know, mystical? And I try to do the simplest card array, which is three cards.
I took a few deep breaths, you know, to center myself and get in the zone. Then, I started shuffling the cards, thinking about my guy and how I was feeling. I kept the question simple in my mind, “Does he love me?” I wasn’t trying to get too specific, just wanted a general vibe check, you know?
After I felt like I’d shuffled enough, I cut the deck and laid out three cards face down. Then I flipped the first one. It was the 21. THE WORLD. I know that card indicates success and all good stuff. Then, I looked it up on a tarot website, and this card means “Assured success, recompense, voyage, route, emigration, flight, change of place. Reversed: Inertia, fixity, stagnation, permanence. The World represents an ending to a cycle of life, a pause in life before the next big cycle beginning with the fool.”
And then I flipped the second one. It was the Two of Cups! Okay, that’s a good sign, right? I remembered that card usually means partnership and connection. I was starting to feel a bit better at this point.
Finally, I flipped the third card. It was The Lovers. I mean, come on! That’s pretty obvious, right? The Lovers card is all about, well, love and relationships. I started to feel silly for even doubting. But then I thought, maybe the cards were just reflecting my own hopes and desires.
So I sat there for a while, just looking at the cards and thinking. The Two of Cups and The Lovers together felt really positive. It seemed like the cards were saying that there’s a strong connection and a lot of love in the relationship. But, that World card in the first place still made me confused. It seems doesn’t matter with the result.
My Feelings After The Reading
I blew out the candle and put my cards away. I definitely felt a bit more at ease, but I also know that tarot isn’t some magical fortune-telling device. It’s more like a tool for self-reflection, I guess.
The reading reminded me that I should probably just talk to my guy about how I’m feeling instead of relying on the cards. But, it was a fun little experiment, and it did help calm my nerves a bit. Maybe I’ll do it again sometime, just for kicks. But for now, I think I’ll just focus on enjoying the relationship and not overthinking things too much.
