Okay, so, today I’m gonna talk about my little experiment with the Judgement tarot card, but reversed. It’s been a wild ride, let me tell you.
I started this whole thing because I was feeling stuck. You know those times when you’re just not sure about anything? That’s where I was. I pulled out my tarot deck, shuffled it, and asked the cards what’s up with my life. And bam, Judgement reversed stared back at me.
Now, from what I’d read, this card in reverse usually means self-doubt, being unsure about decisions, that sort of thing. “Self-doubt is my middle name”, so I think. I decided to dig deeper. Every day for a week, I focused on this card. I journaled about my feelings, my fears, my hesitations. Each day, I tried to identify one thing I was uncertain about and why.
Daily Reflections
- Monday: I realized I was doubting my career path. Was I really doing what I loved?
- Tuesday: I questioned a major relationship in my life. Was it truly fulfilling?
- Wednesday: I faced my doubts about a big personal project. Was it worth the effort?
- Thursday: I acknowledged my fear of taking a leap of faith in a new opportunity.
- Friday: I confronted my hesitation to change a bad habit. Could I really do it?
- Saturday: I explored my doubts about my own self-worth. Was I good enough?
- Sunday: I reflected on all the doubts I’d uncovered and started to see patterns.
It was tough, I won’t lie. Facing all that stuff head-on isn’t a walk in the park. But by the end of the week, something shifted. I started to see that all these doubts were just… thoughts. They weren’t necessarily reality. I started to feel a bit lighter, like I could actually make some changes.
I’m still not 100% sure about everything, but I’m learning to trust myself more. I’m taking small steps to address those doubts. I’m changing my mindset from “I can’t” to “I’ll try”. It’s a process, but it all started with that one reversed tarot card. So, yeah, that’s my story. Maybe it helps someone else out there who’s feeling a bit lost. Just remember, it’s okay to have doubts, but don’t let them control you. Keep moving forward, even if it’s just baby steps.
