So, I’ve been digging into this whole astrology thing lately, and let me tell you, it’s a wild ride. Today, I want to share my experience with what they call the “transit Neptune square Sun” aspect. It’s been… well, it’s been something.
I first noticed something was up a few months back. I started feeling, just, off. Like I was walking through a fog, you know? I couldn’t focus, things that used to be crystal clear suddenly seemed blurry, and I kept questioning everything. Work, relationships, my purpose in life – you name it, I doubted it. I’m not usually like this, I’m the person who has to-do list for my to-do list, so this was really throwing me for a loop.
Then, I remembered my astrologer friend mentioning something about Neptune transits messing with your head. I did some digging and found out that Neptune was indeed making a square aspect to my natal Sun. Apparently, this happens to everyone around their early 40s – a sort of cosmic mid-life crisis, if you will. They say it’s a time of disillusionment, when the rose-colored glasses come off and you see things for what they really are.
Well, let me tell you, those glasses definitely came off. It was like a series of “aha!” moments, but not the good kind. More like, “Oh, crap, is this really my life?” kind of moments. I started seeing all the ways I’d been fooling myself, the dreams I’d been chasing that weren’t really mine, the expectations I’d been holding onto that were just weighing me down. This lasted around 10 months.
It was rough, I won’t lie. There were days when I just wanted to stay in bed and hide from the world. But I also knew, deep down, that this was a necessary process. This fog, this confusion, it was all part of some bigger plan, even if I couldn’t see it at the time.
I started doing things I’d put on hold for many years, things that made me feel good, like painting and writing. I even signed up for a pottery class, just for the heck of it. Slowly but surely, I started feeling more like myself again. Not the old me, necessarily, but a new, more authentic version. I started letting go of the things that no longer served me, and embracing the uncertainty of the future. The fog started lifting, and I began to see glimpses of a new path forward, one that felt more aligned with who I really was.
Now, I’m not saying I have it all figured out. I still have my moments of doubt and confusion. But I’m learning to navigate them differently. I’m learning to trust my intuition, to listen to that inner voice that’s been trying to guide me all along. And I’m learning to be okay with not having all the answers, to embrace the mystery of it all.
This whole Neptune transit thing, it’s been a real eye-opener. It’s like the universe’s way of saying, “Hey, wake up! Time to take a good, hard look at your life and make some changes.” And you know what? I think I’m finally starting to listen.
So, if you’re going through something similar, hang in there. It’s not always easy, but I promise, it’s worth it. It is a really long-lasting transit. There is light on the other side of the fog, even if you can’t see it yet. Just keep moving forward, one step at a time, and trust that you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be.
