Okay, so, I’ve been messing around with this whole astrology thing lately, you know, just for fun. And I stumbled upon something that kinda blew my mind – the whole sun sign, rising sign combo. I’m a Scorpio sun, which, you know, is supposed to be all intense and mysterious and whatnot. But then I found out my rising sign is Libra, which is like, the total opposite – all about balance and harmony and being social. It felt like two different worlds inside me. It was weird, I can tell you that.
So, I started digging, right? First I went to figure out my own birth chart. It’s like a map of the stars when you were born. I found a website where you put in your birthday, time, and where you were born, and it just spits out this whole chart for you. This was not easy. I didn’t know the exact time I was born, and I had to ask my mom. And she couldn’t quite recall it at first. Luckily, she later found the birth certificate and told me the time.
It showed my Scorpio sun, my Libra ascendant, and a bunch of other stuff that I’m still trying to figure out. It’s like, my core self is this intense, passionate Scorpio, but the way I come across to people is all Libra-like – diplomatic, charming, maybe even a bit indecisive. It makes me look more easygoing than I actually am.
I started to notice this in my life, too. Like, I’d have these deep, intense feelings about things, but when I’d talk to people, I’d automatically try to smooth things over and see both sides of the argument, even if I felt strongly one way. It was like I was putting on this friendly, easygoing mask, even when I was all fired up inside.
I’ve been trying to, like, integrate these two parts of myself. I even started journaling my thoughts and feelings every day to better understand myself. It’s a journey, for sure. It was not an easy task. Sometimes, I felt I was more like a Scorpio, and some other times, I felt more like a Libra.
- First: figuring out my birth chart. That was a trip.
- Second: starting to see how these two signs played out in my daily life.
- Finally: trying to bring them together, you know? Not hiding the Scorpio intensity, but also embracing the Libra need for balance.
It’s like, I’m learning to be my true, intense Scorpio self, but also to present that in a way that’s more harmonious and balanced, thanks to the Libra influence. It’s a constant back-and-forth, but I’m getting there.
It’s still a work in progress. But I gotta say, it’s been a wild ride so far. And it’s kinda cool to see how these seemingly opposite energies can actually work together to make you who you are. This also helps explain why I’m so different from other Scorpio friends. Maybe I should let them know this, too.
