Okay, so, I’ve been messing around with this whole astrology thing, and let me tell you, it’s a trip. I got really into looking at my birth chart, you know, the whole where-were-the-planets-when-I-popped-out deal. And it turns out, I have my Sun in Cancer in the 12th house. Yeah, I didn’t know what that meant either at first.
So, I started digging. I spent hours going down the rabbit hole. Turns out, the 12th house is all about the subconscious, like the stuff that’s going on in the back of your mind that you don’t even realize. And Cancer, well, that’s the sign of emotions and intuition. So, the combo got me thinking, what hidden emotions and intuitions do I have? This combo must be some kind of special, I’m sure I have some big secrets in my mind!
I started writing down my dreams. For weeks, I kept a notebook by my bed and jotted down every little detail I could remember as soon as I woke up. Some of them were pretty wild, let me tell you. Lots of water, I noticed. Oceans, rivers, you name it. And I was always like, searching for something or someone in these dreams.
Then, I started trying to connect these dreams to my waking life. Was there anything I was avoiding dealing with? Any feelings I was pushing down? It was like being a detective in my own mind, I started thinking, maybe I should try to understand these hidden emotions.
This one time, I had this dream where I was lost in a huge, old house, kind of like a mansion. I was looking for a specific room, but I couldn’t find it no matter how hard I tried. When I woke up, I felt this weird sense of frustration, but also a strange kind of peace. It was like, even though I was lost, I was still okay.
I did some more digging online about Cancer and the 12th house, and I found out that this placement can sometimes mean that you’re really sensitive to other people’s emotions. Like, you can pick up on what they’re feeling even if they’re not saying anything. And that totally clicked for me! I’ve always been that person who can tell when someone’s upset, even if they’re trying to hide it.
So, I started paying more attention to that too. I tried to be more mindful of how people around me were feeling, and I tried to be more empathetic. It was actually pretty amazing, because I felt like I was connecting with people on a deeper level. My friends told me that I become more thoughtful and caring, maybe they’re right. I’m not sure, but I am sure that I become more sensitive than before.
This whole experience has been a real eye-opener for me. I never thought I’d be so into astrology, but it’s really helped me to understand myself better. I’m still figuring things out, of course, but I feel like I’m on the right track. It’s like I’m finally starting to unlock some of the secrets that have been hidden in my own mind. What an amazing journey! It’s like I got to know myself much more than before.
What’s Next?
- Keep tracking dreams: I’m not going to stop recording and analyze my dreams. It became a fun thing to do.
- Pay attention: Work more on understanding others’ emotions.
- Explore more: I just knew a little bit about my sign, I need to learn more about it.
It’s a journey, not a destination, right? And I’m excited to see where it takes me next. Maybe there are more secrets that I can find out!
