Okay, so I’ve been diving deep into astrology lately, and this Pluto conjunct natal Sun transit? Man, it’s been a ride. I figured I’d share what I’ve been going through, ’cause it’s been pretty intense, and maybe someone else out there is feeling it too.
It all started a few months back. I just felt…off. Like, this underlying restlessness I couldn’t shake. I’m usually a pretty chill person, but suddenly I was questioning everything. My job, my relationships, even my favorite flavor of ice cream (which is a BIG deal, okay?). I started feeling this urge to just…burn it all down and start over.
Digging In
I knew something astrological was up, so I pulled up my chart. And there it was: Pluto, slowly but surely creeping up on my Sun. I’d read about this transit before – supposedly it’s all about transformation, power, and facing your shadow self. Sounds fun, right? (Spoiler: it’s not always fun.)
- First thing I did: I started journaling like crazy. Every weird feeling, every intense dream, every little thing that felt “significant” – I wrote it down. This helped me see patterns, which was kind of scary but also super helpful.
- Then, I decided to get back into therapy. I’d been putting it off, but this transit felt like a cosmic kick in the pants to deal with my stuff. Best. Decision. Ever. My therapist is helping me unpack some seriously deep-seated beliefs I didn’t even realize I had.
- This was the hardest part: I started having some tough conversations with people in my life. There were some relationships where I realized I was holding onto things that weren’t serving me anymore. Letting go was painful, but ultimately, it felt like a weight lifted.
The biggest thing I’ve noticed is a shift in my sense of self. I’m starting to understand my own power, and I’m less afraid to use it. I’m setting boundaries, speaking my truth, and generally just…owning my life in a way I never did before. I, also, realized that I’m much more capable of handling the tough stuff.
It’s still ongoing, and I’m sure there are more lessons to come. But so far, this Pluto transit has been a powerful, albeit challenging, experience. It’s forced me to confront my shadows, shed old skins, and step into a more authentic version of myself. If you’re going through this too, hang in there! It’s intense, but it’s worth it. Try my ways. See what happen!
