Okay, so I’ve been into this tarot thing lately, and let me tell you, it’s been a wild ride. I decided to try out a “secret crush” spread today, and it was… interesting, to say the least.
First, I grounded myself. Closed my eyes, took a few deep breaths, you know, the usual stuff to get in the zone. Then, I shuffled the cards while thinking about this person I’ve been crushing on. It’s kind of silly, but it felt important to really focus my energy on them.
The Spread
- Card 1: My feelings. I pulled the ‘The Magician’. I guess it means I’m feeling resourceful and maybe a bit manipulative? Not sure, but it definitely indicates some strong, active feelings.
- Card 2: Their feelings. This one was ‘The Hermit’. Makes sense, I guess. This person is pretty reserved and private. Maybe they’re feeling introspective or just not interested. Ouch.
- Card 3: What’s the obstacle? Pulled ‘The Tower’. Whoa. This suggests some major upheaval or unexpected event is in the way. Maybe a big misunderstanding or some external drama?
- Card 4: How to deal with the situation? Got ‘Strength’. Okay, this is encouraging. It means I need to be brave, patient, and have inner strength to navigate this.
- Card 5: Potential outcome. ‘The Lovers’. Whoa, wait a minute! This could mean a significant relationship might develop, or it could symbolize a major choice I’ll have to make.
I sat with the cards for a while, just looking at them and letting the images sink in. I wrote down my initial thoughts in my journal, like I always do after a reading. The ‘Five of Cups’ kept popping into my head, you know, that “saddest card in the deck” as Theresa Reed calls it. I guess I was feeling a bit down about the ‘The Hermit’ card, but then ‘The Lovers’ gave me a glimmer of hope.
Honestly, this whole tarot thing is more complicated than I thought. It’s not about predicting the future, but more about understanding my own feelings and the dynamics of the situation. I’m still processing this reading, but it gave me a lot to think about. I mean, ‘The Tower’ and ‘The Lovers’ in the same spread? That’s some intense energy right there.
I’m not sure what to do next. Maybe I’ll do another spread tomorrow, or maybe I’ll just focus on that ‘Strength’ card for now. This crush thing is exhausting, but the tarot is definitely helping me sort through my feelings. I mean, as a random person online said, “It’s kinda fun.” We’ll see what happens. I’ll keep you guys updated!
