Today, I woke up and checked my birth chart as usual. I noticed something interesting – the Sun was opposite my Midheaven (MC). I’ve heard a bit about this aspect before, so I decided to dive deeper and see what it’s all about.
First, I grabbed my astrology books and started reading. It seems like the Sun opposite the MC can indicate a bit of a tug-of-war between your personal identity (the Sun) and your public image or career (the MC). It’s like, who you are deep down might not always align with what you’re doing out in the world.
Thinking about my own life, I can kinda see that. I’ve always been a creative type, passionate about art and music. But my career path has been more… practical. I landed in a stable job that pays the bills, but it doesn’t exactly light my fire, you know?
Digging Deeper
- I spent the morning jotting down some notes about my feelings. How do I really feel about my current job? What are my true ambitions? It was a bit of a soul-searching session.
- Then, I decided to look at the other aspects in my chart. Maybe there were some clues there that could help me understand this Sun-MC opposition better. Are there any planets squaring these points? Any helpful trines or sextiles?
- I also checked out a few online forums where people discuss their own chart experiences. It was interesting to read about how others have navigated this aspect. Some folks talked about career changes, others about finding ways to integrate their passions into their existing work.
Taking Action
Just reading about it wasn’t enough. I wanted to do something concrete. So, I made a list of small actions I could take to bring more of my Sun’s energy into my career. Maybe I could start a creative side project, or look for opportunities to use my artistic skills at work. Even just talking to my boss about my interests could be a step in the right direction.
It feels like this Sun opposite MC thing is a journey, not a destination. There’s no quick fix. But by paying attention to the energies at play and taking small, consistent steps, I think I can find a better balance between my inner self and my outer world. Today, I feel like I took a small step forward, and that’s what counts. It’s an ongoing process of observing, reflecting, and then taking some more practical actions. It’s an ongoing process of adjusting and trying new things out.
I continued to document my experiences in my journal. Every day, I wrote down how I felt and what I did to address this imbalance. It was like I was slowly, gradually becoming more aware of this part of me and making more conscious choices.
