Okay, here’s my blog post about my experience with the “sun opposite north node” transit:
Alright, folks, gather ’round. Today, I’m gonna spill the tea on something I’ve been wrestling with – the Sun opposing my North Node. Sounds kinda “woo-woo,” right? But trust me, it’s been a real thing, and I wanna share what I’ve learned.
So, first things first, I had to figure out what this whole “sun opposite north node” even meant. I’m not an astrologer, but I like to dabble. Basically, I’m doing some research, and reading what does it mean.
Digging into the Meaning
Then start to think about how that might play out in my life.
I jumped into action. I opened my trusty birth chart (yeah, I have one of those) and located my Sun and North Node.
I realized that the Sun, is all about your ego, your identity, how you shine. And the North Node?
That’s supposedly your “destiny,” the direction you’re supposed to be growing in this lifetime.
So, them being opposite each other? It’s like a cosmic tug-of-war.
My Personal Struggle
For me, I noticed a pattern. I kept getting pulled back into old habits, old ways of thinking. Stuff that felt comfortable, familiar, but…stale.
Like, I’d start a new project, something I was really excited about (very North Node-y), but then I’d get sidetracked by, like, binge-watching some random show or procrastinating with pointless tasks.
It was frustrating!
- I felt this internal conflict, like part of me wanted to move forward, but another part was clinging to the past.
- I started questioning everything. My goals, my motivations, even my identity. It was a bit of an existential crisis, honestly.
- I found myself resisting change, even when I knew it was good for me. It was like my ego was throwing a tantrum.
Turning Point
The real breakthrough came when I stopped fighting it so much. I realized I couldn’t just force myself to be all “North Node, all the time.”
I needed to acknowledge and honor those old parts of myself, even if they weren’t serving me anymore.
I started journaling like crazy. Just getting all those thoughts and feelings out on paper (or, well, on my laptop).
I talked to a friend who’s also into this kind of stuff, and she helped me see things from a different perspective.
I began to take it easier, step by step, day by day, and made small changes. Instead of trying to overhaul my entire life, I focused on one tiny habit at a time.
Like, instead of aiming for an hour of meditation every day, I started with five minutes. Baby steps, people!
The Outcome (So Far)
I’m still in the midst of this transit, so it’s not like I’ve magically “solved” everything. But I definitely feel more aware.
More in tune with my inner compass. I’m learning to embrace the discomfort of growth, and to trust that even when things feel chaotic, there’s a bigger picture unfolding.
It is hard, but I keep doing, and be patient, and kind to myself. It’s a process, not a destination.
And I keep reminding myself that it’s okay to stumble along the way. That’s part of the journey.
So, if you’re going through something similar, hang in there! You’re not alone. And remember, even the messy parts of life can be opportunities for growth.
