So, there’s this thing called the Sun square Ascendant in your birth chart, and let me tell you, it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster for me.
I started noticing that sometimes, the way I come across to people isn’t exactly how I intend. It’s like there’s a disconnect between who I think I am and how others see me. This got me curious, so I dug deeper into this whole astrology thing.
I found out that the Sun in a birth chart is all about your ego and what motivates you, while the Ascendant is the energy you project into the world. When these two are at a square angle, it can create some tension. It’s like having two different sides of yourself that aren’t always on the same page. This is really a new thing to me, I’ve never heard of such terms before, I just read lots of similar stuff from the Internet, and it opened a new world to me.
I started paying more attention to my interactions with others and realized there were times when I was being a bit too self-centered without even realizing it. This is a real issue. I don’t want to be like this, so I made the change! My Sun, my ego, was kind of taking the driver’s seat, and my Ascendant, the image I was projecting, wasn’t always aligned. For example, I used to spend a lot of time and energy just on myself. Even worse, I was trying to dominate others, just like others trying to dominate me. I hated this feeling, so I took it seriously.
It hasn’t been easy, but I’ve been working on being more mindful of how I present myself. I’m trying to find a balance between being true to myself and being considerate of how others perceive me. There is an old saying from the East, “Be the change you want to see in the world.” I understood that I need to be the one who changes, and make things happen.
One thing that’s helped is spending more time listening to others and trying to see things from their perspective. It’s like putting myself in their shoes. I also started focusing more on my actions and how they might be interpreted by others. But, I don’t think I should be just like what others are talking about me, I should just be the best me I can be, and that should be enough, right?
Key Realizations
- Became aware of the disconnect between self-perception and how others see me.
- Understood the astrological concept of Sun square Ascendant.
- Recognized instances of unintentional self-centeredness.
- Started actively working on aligning my ego with my projected image.
- Emphasized listening, empathy, and mindful actions in interactions.
It’s an ongoing process, and I’m still learning, but I feel like I’m making progress. I just kept moving on. This whole Sun square Ascendant thing has been a real eye-opener, and it’s helping me become a more self-aware and considerate person. I think it’s worth it, and I will just keep going, and do what I should do.
